Yellow Door Chico Interns Lecture, April ’19

The Beautiful Complexity of Communication and Identity

As an autistic autism researcher, I had the opportunity to engage with a fascinating lecture that encompassed a myriad of topics related to communication, identity, and the challenges of navigating professional fields as well as personal experiences. Throughout the lecture, I shared intriguing insights about the nuances of human interaction and the diverse ways in which individuals perceive and express themselves.

One of the key themes that permeated the lecture was the concept of masking, where individuals may feel compelled to conform to societal norms and expectations, often at the cost of their own well-being. I delved into the profound impact of masking on individuals within the autism spectrum and highlighted the medical, neurological, and emotional repercussions of constantly navigating a world that may feel hostile or alien.

Furthermore, I emphasized the importance of understanding and amplifying the voices of those in the autistic community. I highlighted the need to seek out and respect the perspectives of autistic individuals, especially through their blogs and other forms of self-expression. I elucidated how these self-advocates play a crucial role in reshaping societal perceptions and creating a more inclusive and accommodating environment for individuals with diverse communication and identity needs.

In conclusion, the lecture shed light on the intricate web of human communication, the challenges of identity formation, and the imperative of honoring and amplifying diverse voices. It served as a poignant reminder of the beauty and complexity inherent in every individual’s unique way of navigating the world, and the significance of fostering understanding and acceptance in our interactions with others.

Module Outcomes

Autistic Perspectives on Academic Research: Embracing Intersectionality

As an autistic autism researcher, I am thrilled to delve into the complexities of intersectionality within academia. The lecture offered a unique glimpse into my perspective on the challenges and opportunities that arise when navigating the academic landscape as an autistic individual.

The Social Pretense

My opening remarks acknowledge the artificiality of ‘pretending’ to be neurotypical in social situations. This pretense is often expected of autistic individuals in order to conform to societal norms. However, it can be cognitively and emotionally draining, hindering our ability to fully engage in academic pursuits.

By shedding the pretense, we can create spaces where autistic researchers can bring their authentic selves to their work. This allows for more genuine and inclusive collaborations, where our perspectives are valued and contribute to a more comprehensive understanding of the world.

Time and Energy Constraints

As an autistic researcher, I often face time and energy constraints that impact my ability to engage in research. My daily schedule is filled with teaching and other commitments, leaving limited time for research and writing.

It is crucial for academic institutions to recognize and accommodate these constraints. Flexible work arrangements, reduced teaching loads, and access to support services can empower autistic researchers to make meaningful contributions to their field.

Cognitive and Sensory Considerations

Autistic individuals often have unique cognitive and sensory profiles that influence our research experiences. For example, I find it challenging to maintain eye contact for extended periods, which can impact my ability to engage in certain research methods.

Academic research should be adapted to accommodate these differences. Alternative methods of data collection and analysis, such as written responses or online surveys, can allow autistic researchers to participate fully in research projects.

Beyond Ignorance: Embracing Intersectional Perspectives

The lecture emphasizes the importance of moving beyond ignorance and embracing the diversity of perspectives within academia. As researchers, we have a responsibility to educate ourselves about the experiences of autistic individuals and other marginalized groups.

By fostering intersectional research teams and incorporating autistic voices into our work, we can challenge stereotypes and create a more equitable and inclusive academic environment.

Conclusion

As an autistic autism researcher, I believe that embracing intersectionality is essential for advancing our understanding of the world. By creating inclusive spaces, accommodating cognitive and sensory differences, and valuing autistic perspectives, we can empower autistic researchers to make significant contributions to academia and society.

The journey towards a truly inclusive academic environment requires collaboration, empathy, and a willingness to challenge the status quo. By working together, we can create a future where all researchers, regardless of their neurotype, have the opportunity to thrive and make their voices heard.

A Poem

In social’s realm, a masquerade,
Where pretenses hide, an identity’s fade.
‘How are you?’ we ask, a hollow plea,
Concealing struggles beneath a mask we decree.

Dyspraxia’s touch, a hidden trace,
Impairs our movements, leaves an awkward grace.
In bodies burdened, minds ablaze,
We seek connection amidst neural mazes.

Neuroscience probes, unraveling the unknown,
Exploring brains that shape our every moan.
From childhood struggles to adult’s plight,
We navigate the world with all our might.

‘I’ve been sitting all day,’ a weary sigh,
Teaching’s toll, a drain that cannot lie.
Undress or stay clad, a choice to make,
As boundaries blur, our comfort at stake.

The bra’s a threshold, a line we cross,
Concentration’s key, a battle we toss.
Eyes locked in gaze, a pact we seal,
To share our truths, our wounds to heal.

Careers we choose, with unknown fate,
Serving others, dispelling ignorant hate.
For in the face of illness, we strive to see,
Beyond the labels, the true humanity.

Lyme’s disguise, a psychosomatic guise,
Delays the treatment, as doctors surmise.
But knowledge empowers, a guiding light,
To bridge the gap between day and night.

So let us dance, in this identity’s play,
Embracing our strengths, our flaws we display.
For in our differences, we find our worth,
A tapestry of minds, a vibrant Earth.

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